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  • Did I change? .. Poor vs Rich

    One day my honey was very poor, very ignorant and very weak, now she is very rich, very educated and very strong

    In the first when she was poor, she used to be very sweet, very pretty, very lovely. She was contented and happy to sleep on the floor in a corner of my office.. Her smile used to inspire me, when she looked at me the way you look at the sky for HIM..
    When she was poor , she used to say that I wish I can borrow a life to may life to ba able love you and serve you longer

    When she became rich.. She lost her beauty, her charm. She cant look at me like before.. She cant remove the touch of bitterness , when her eyes meet my eyes , she cannot hide regrets that I'm still there with her sight and she cant fly away to another horizon ..
    Now she telling me I wish ti hire some one to shoot you as soon as possible

    I asked her:what happened .. I'm the same person like before, I'm the same beating heart.. I'm the same troubled love.. I did not change, why do you hate me? why do you want to to kill me?

    She replied as if she was trying to make the point clear for a slowly understanding person: "It is true that you are the same , and it is true that you did not change. This is the reason, why I do hate you.. You continue reminding me with the days I forgot, you continue reminding me with the nightmares I escaped .. You remind me my poverty, you remind me with my weakness. You remind me with the times I was always in need for you.. Those things I wish to escape and never remember again"..

    Honey, why you sent these words:
    I don't want you to be away from me..I hope you can be my shoulder to lend on..take care always!! I dont know how you do you what you do.. I'm so in love with you.. I want to spend the rest of my life with you by my side ! But you pushed me away you planted me in a jungle of fear..
    Me: "try to be wise and keep what you did gain"..
    She:"I hope you can still be my shoulder to lend on.. to be the best friend that i need" .." not to be the love that I escaped!"
    - What shoulder? You got a new one .. Do you need 2 shoulders ?
    - "Okey.. no need".. She said:"You can stay away and never come again!"

    I commented:" Do you still need me? .. You have a man already... You said he s better than me .. . You said he is so kind and so humble.. you said he is a man that can be yours,, Me I cant be yours.... so don't loose him

    - "Okey".. She said:" I will do whatever you want.. I need now to say goodbye!! .. Take care and I will miss you!! . I just want to be alone..I'm contented in this life.. don't show yourself again.. remove it away from my life"..

    I said:"Good luck . Take care.. you have to delete every thing that reminds you with my bad days .. You have to delete those nightmares.. So as not to ruin your coming good days" ..

    You are always accusing me that i changed, You hate me because I changed, and I'm not the one you know and loved before . But I did not change, I did stay the way I was since ever never changed. You see me different? It is true that you see me different, my image changed in your mind because you are the one who changed.. You did change to the worse, so you see me different than before. Your money hiked up, your morals and ethics dropped down.. It is true I'm look different than before in your eyes



    - Since we met , and for 3-4 years , she used to raise her head to talk to me, she used to describe me as a great wonderful man. She was still young pretty lady. He eyes were shiny with innocence and dignity. She was proud that she belonged to one like me

    - After 5-6 years she started to find ways to fill up her buckets with money, She discovered that she had a charm attracting those parking dogs every where with wallets full of oil. She find her self step up and reach my eyes more easily than before. She started to criticize my failure to find ways to the wallets of those people..
    She started to use new terms and words, i was not familiar with. This stage of maturation and mutation took about 4-5 years until she grab her false position up. At this time she find out that she needs to look down to reach me.

    - Now after 12 years up , she is completely different. She dared to blame me that I'm the one who is
    different. I'm smaller than before. She cant any more eat in restaurant where we used to eat. She cant stay any more in such 3 stars hotels, she needs 5 stars up.. Now she is really different, her English is no longer broken. Her dress must be very expensive. Her vacation must be in Hon kong , Korea or else where she can spend her too much dollars.
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    I did not change.. I will never change.. I'm proud that I failed to fill up my bucket with dollars. Im very satisfied that my hear is full of love , my spirit is saturated with morals and ethics..