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أرافيل:كل شئ عن الفلبين والعرب فى الفلبين - I love you daughter

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    There was a buzz touched my ears, I opened my eyes stared at the flash flickering beside my billow.. It was the face book messenger..

    The room was very dark, faint light coming from outside.. I stretched a lazy hand to pick up my cell phone, it was from my daughter several miles away: "good morning Papa I miss you .. Sorry that I did not say good bye when I left to emirates with mam" ..

    "Thank you my pretty little girl ,, I was waiting for your message.. The most important for me that you are happy and that you enjoy every moment of your trip. I wish I could be with you to share your happiness, your smile and show you how deeply I love you" ..

    "but as usual, I can't travel. I can't move to be with you every where. Take good care of yourself and your mama"

    "sorry daughter that I m not capable to keep myself beside you any where you go" ..

    "Your mama a used to blame me that I'm not capable to be always there beside you.. It s true that I'm weak , it's true that I'm old, it is true that I'm not capable to be beside you. but it is very true that I'm very capable to love and prey for you" ..

    "I'm capable to see you smiling, to hear you laughing, to feel your happiness even several thousands miles away from me"

    "I'm capable to take care of every moment of your life, and love you with every beat of my heart , and let my spirit always keep following you"

    "Sometime I blame my self that my bucket is not as capable as my heart, and my spirit. Also your mam used to do. This is my destiny, my bucket never been lucky, never been full, my bucket failed match my image in others eyes"..

    " I wonder if it is true that you cannot keep both your bucket and heart full, and you must choose one. Maybe I did my choice before when I was too young to remember. I did pick one choice, that was my heart and spirit, and never my bucket" ..

    Enjoy over there my little princess, just next time don't forget to send a message, it is just one click , few words far to implant peace into my heart ..

    Few days ago, I went home..
    Your door was closed.. I knocked a gentle knock as I remember that "a gentle knock brings luck" ,,
    The door did not open..
    I knocked again little loudly but still gently ,,
    The door did not open..
    I knocked again , this time loudly and again more loudly .
    It did not open, my eyes went teary, my mind became blurred, my heart beat loudly , I stepped back two steps to let the wall support my back.. Then I smiled: "Ohh .. omg!.. Now I remember. You are not inside, your mam told me before that you will travel second week of June" ..

    You are there now, with your mam..

    Ok .. Enjoy .. Relax .. remember that I love you!